When Disappointment Becomes a Doorway
Disappointment is a tricky thing. It sneaks in when we least expect it—when we’ve set our hopes on something, only to watch it slip through our fingers. We feel it in our gut, in our chest, in the way our shoulders sink just a little lower.
And sometimes, the hardest disappointments don’t come from life itself. They come from the people we love.
A Lesson from My Kids
Not too long ago, my kids did something that left me disappointed.
It wasn’t a big, life-altering event—no broken rules in a way that would make headlines. It was something smaller but still felt significant.
We had talked about kindness, about respect, about how we show up in the world. And then, as kids do, they made a choice that went completely against what I had taught them.
At first, my reaction was frustration. How could they not know better? Hadn’t we talked about this? Hadn’t I done my part?
I wanted to correct them immediately, to make them see what I saw. To point out the flaw in their actions, to steer them back onto the “right” path.
But then, something inside me paused.
I was standing at a crossroads between reaction and reflection.
And I realized something: my disappointment wasn’t just about what they had done. It was about my expectation of how things “should” be. It was about my desire to protect them from mistakes and my own discomfort with watching them make their own choices—good or bad.
I took a breath. Instead of reacting, I chose to listen. I asked them why they made that choice. I let them process their own actions, their own reasoning. And in doing so, I realized that disappointment isn’t a dead-end. It’s a doorway.
When Disappointment Becomes a Teacher
Disappointment, at its core, is a signal. It tells us what we care about. It reveals our expectations, our assumptions, and—if we’re honest with ourselves—our own need for control.
But what if, instead of seeing disappointment as something to be avoided, we saw it as something to learn from?
What if disappointment isn’t a sign that we’ve failed, but an invitation to open up?
Here’s what I learned in that moment with my kids:
Disappointment teaches us about attachment. We often attach ourselves to how things should be. When life doesn’t align with our expectations, we resist. But what if we loosened our grip?
Disappointment deepens understanding. When I chose to listen instead of immediately correcting, I learned something new about how my kids think. It reminded me that their journey is their own—not mine to script.
Disappointment invites us into compassion. Instead of seeing their mistake as a reflection of my failure as a parent, I saw it as a necessary part of their growth. And, if I’m honest, a necessary part of mine too.
Spiritual Dryness & the Weight of Disappointment
Many of us walk through seasons where we feel spiritually dry, like we’re wandering through life without clarity or direction.
And more often than not, disappointment is part of that journey.
We expected a prayer to be answered, and it wasn’t.
We expected life to turn out one way, and it didn’t.
We expected to be “better” by now, and we aren’t.
When our expectations go unmet, it’s easy to shut down. To grow cynical. To believe that nothing really changes.
But what if disappointment isn’t meant to harden us? What if it’s meant to wake us up?
What if, instead of asking, “Why did this happen?” we asked, “What is this teaching me?”
A New Way to Hold Disappointment
Disappointment will visit all of us. It’s unavoidable. But we get to choose how we respond.
Pause before reacting. When you feel disappointment rising, take a breath. What is it pointing to? What expectation is being challenged?
Get curious instead of judgmental. Instead of immediately labeling something as “wrong” or “bad,” get curious. What if this experience is meant to grow you, rather than break you?
Practice self-compassion. If your disappointment is directed at yourself, let go of shame. Growth isn’t linear. You are allowed to be human.
Remember, you are still in the middle of the story. Disappointment isn’t the final chapter. It’s a pause, a lesson, a turning point. What happens next is up to you.
A Closing Thought
That day with my kids, I walked away realizing that disappointment wasn’t just my lesson—it was ours.
They learned about choices and consequences.
I learned about patience and surrender.
And in the end, we both learned that mistakes, missteps, and disappointments don’t define us. They shape us.
So if you’re facing disappointment today—whether it’s in yourself, in others, or in life—know this: it isn’t the end of the road. It’s an opening.
Maybe, just maybe, it’s a doorway into something deeper.
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